21/9/2009

What makes me decide to start blogging again today?

It must have been the weather. Rainy days make me want to pick up a pen and start doodling.
In the days of technology, it makes me want to start writing on this little website that I can still call my own.

It has been a year now, hasn’t it?
What has changed? Are you changed? Without reading back the old posts for consistency, I suppose I have in many little ways.

There are many things and persons in my life that are no longer mine. People you have came across in my writings have came and went, but yet here I am again. Thinking about them, wondering if they still remember me. Did I play any part in their lives? Did I impact them? Did they impact me?

So many deep questions at 2:06 in the morning.

Did you realise I am 24 now? Sometimes I still tell people I’m 22, not because I purposely do so but rather I have forgotten how age has overtook me. I am getting my first wrinkle! Horror!

I am still working the job I hate but the money is getting better. Someday, I will move out of here again and go out to meet the world. I just wish I am as brave as I wrote myself to be.

Am I still with the same boyfriend? Yes. We’re nearing our third year together now but I do not see a fourth year. Is that horrible of me? I suppose it is terribly horrible of him.

*grins*

Boy, me and my thoughts at 2:11 in the morning.

2009

2009

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